Lazy Monday
FREE PEOPLE CARDIGAN & VEST, NSF PANTS, DV BY DOLCE VITA SHOES
Thank you for the response to my last post. Although I don't claim to be extraordinarily gifted, through words I've found another means to express myself in ways that have become almost second nature. Ever since I can remember I've always been better at writing than I am at talking, mainly because I have the time to thoroughly think things out and formulate the exact meaning I want to convey.
With pen in hand or a keyboard within reach, stringing words together so that they form sentences, and for those sentences to become paragraphs is still an awe that leaves me breathless. I add each period with a great sense of accomplishment and calm, as it brings me one step closer to a healthy mind.
Changing subjects: dating. I've always been very defensive of myself. A proven natural instinct, but something tells me otherwise. It's the pre-first-date-butterflies. The type that seems to turn your stomach upside down, soak your palms with a ridiculous amount of sweat and make your heart beat ten times faster than normal. Maybe the jitters are my natural defense mechanism. Maybe it's fear of being put in a vulnerable situation. Maybe the outcome of the "first date" scares me. Maybe I contemplate too much on what should happen and what I should say and do during the date. In truth, it's all of the above. The whole thing scares me. Period.
I'm often asked what type of guy I like. Two words: Andy Samberg. My soul mate, KZ, knows exactly what I'm talking about.
XOXO,
With pen in hand or a keyboard within reach, stringing words together so that they form sentences, and for those sentences to become paragraphs is still an awe that leaves me breathless. I add each period with a great sense of accomplishment and calm, as it brings me one step closer to a healthy mind.
Changing subjects: dating. I've always been very defensive of myself. A proven natural instinct, but something tells me otherwise. It's the pre-first-date-butterflies. The type that seems to turn your stomach upside down, soak your palms with a ridiculous amount of sweat and make your heart beat ten times faster than normal. Maybe the jitters are my natural defense mechanism. Maybe it's fear of being put in a vulnerable situation. Maybe the outcome of the "first date" scares me. Maybe I contemplate too much on what should happen and what I should say and do during the date. In truth, it's all of the above. The whole thing scares me. Period.
I'm often asked what type of guy I like. Two words: Andy Samberg. My soul mate, KZ, knows exactly what I'm talking about.
XOXO,
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you look really cute, i love your top!
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Your makeup is gorgeous!
xoxo
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Love the Boots :)
very cuteee!
Love the outfit!!! :D
XXX
First date jitters are so much fun. lol Love the top and your skin is amazing! Love it.
Love the outfit! You are a wonderful writer!
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As I always say, I enjoy reading your posts equally as much as I enjoy your outfits. Good luck on your first date. I'm sure it'll go great. Go with a positive and open spirit. Peace & Blessings Lily :)
xx Rina
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My writing style is binary opposite than you. I write with abandon, and my writing often writes itself. I hardly edit myself, and often find adding more and more each time I proof... but I'm a spinner of fiction, not insightful prose as you write. I think that's why I resonate more with your writing than with mine, because you write truth from the heart, and I write fiction to infuse my heart's words into other people's mouths.
And OMG, Andy Samberg is kind of my dream beau. A skinny, funny, musical, nerdy sort of dude. Kind of like Nate, but without the skinny/musical part. :) If Andy Samberg and Ben Barnes (King Caspian - Narnia) became a hybrid, that would be, like, my dream come true.
Uh yeah, you get me. I get you. I smell what you're cookin'. :)
XX.
Mae Lu, @ thereafterish.
love the cardi and the boots! looking quite casual and i love it
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Re: dating. It's a bitch. It's scary and cringe-worthy. But it can also lead to some awesome knock-you-off-your-feet lovin! It took me a while to put my guard down after being hurt in other relationships, but it was the best thing I did. Sometimes you just have to let go and realize that you deserve to be loved. :)
really lovely top and good luck!
xoxo Monroe
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Hmmm............That's funny.....I go through all those 1st date-type physiological responses every time I look @ one of your new photos...! ♥ Seriously!!
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un bacione ♥ Brad
Lily, what kind of lipstick/pencil did you use in this picture? I like it!
Thank god I am done with dating...it can suck but just think...it can become a forever butterfly in your stomach feeling if you find the right person...it will all be worth it :)
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I totally understand you. From experience the best I can tell you is be yourself. You will get what you deserve. Some one amazing. Love your top btw!
loving that top. total gorge
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oooh I love the top! great outfit :)
xx
Beautiful tunic!:)
greetings
i envy your style, you always look gorgeous
Love your tank top!
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XOXO
Are you an English major Llily? Because I love the way you write. ;) God knows dating is not my cup of tea, especially living in a city like London where you get a mix of guys, half of which are douche bags riding on their parents' money, it's like why do I even try to look attractive on a Friday night? *rolling my eyes*
lol ;)
Great boots & another lovely post doll
XoOX-Kelli K
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free people always has the most creative designs
i love that shirt
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I love Free People! Super cute outfit!
I like your shoes!
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Cool top!
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Your pics are always wonderful!!!
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You're a brave girl. I've dedicated my most recent post to you.
wow, this is beautiful!
I'll follow you :-)
ANDY SAMBERG LOVE <3
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Your posts are always so fabulous :)
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love the return to your natural haircolour....x
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i agree completely with the andy samberg. i actually adore/love/obsess over him. and i'd have to say that he is my perfect man. his humour, his looks, his personality. all around amazing.
and so are those dolce vita boots.
dope style as usual
Amazing outfit
love your style
great little cardigan! And your makeup/skin looks flawless!
Kate xo
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Great outfit! I just love it especcialy boots and cardigan... Very cute:)
xoxo
you have a really great blog, I'll follow!
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love your blopg, you're a hug inspiration, i like your style :)
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Love that top! So cute.
Love this outfit, especially the top!
And Andy Samberg is my perfect guy too! Perfection.
Really cute outfit!
nice top !
you look really cute, i love your top!
You have such a wonderful blog with a great dedication to fashion. Keep up the great style and posts, and I love the images in this post!
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